I know now

I know for a fact that my wedding was NOT  a mistake. It was actually the best thing ever to happen to me and my life.

I saw the first medic that I dated around three or so years ago. He brought in a patient, of course. Well, he didn't say anything to me, which I was kinda glad about. Normally, I am really tense when I am around him and one other. Just glad he didn't say anything to me.

He had told me a while back that I didn't need to get married right now...that I needed to "live my life". Ha!!! I've lived it long enough to know when I am ready for something and when I am not.

BTW, I am the type of woman that's gonna let you know what I want out of my life. If you don't want the same thing, you can ship out. I let him know that when I dated him, which lead to the whole "You need to live your life" bs.

Anyways, I finally found my husband. It was like 2 months after it ended with Bryan. I am very thankful that it had ended with Bryan, because I was lead to Patrick. I will always be grateful for Bryan and even more so for Patrick. If Bryan hadn't ended things with me, I'd be stuck...stuck in a place that I didn't want to be. If it hadn't been for Bryan, I wouldn't have searched and prayed and asked that the right man be sent to me. I would have just been STUCK!!!!!