Life of the Semi Homemaker

I may have posted about this already and if I have, I apologize!!!!! But, as the title states, I am waiting to even have kids. Actually waiting to even start TRYING for kids for at least 6 years. Crazy? Maybe. Smart? For me it is. I know that I want to be a mother. But being a mother is not what I want to concentrate on being right now. I want to work on my soon to be marriage first...THEN having kids. I want to work on being a great wife to my husband. I want to travel (selfish, to some it might be), and I want to go back to school and get a degree...maybe nursing??? I want to better myself first and foremost. I want to have a career in something and still be a mother and housewife!!! What if I'm a stay at home mama and a housewife and all of a sudden I end up getting a divorce??! I'll need a career to fall back on for that. What if we run out of money and I have to go back to work? I'll need a degree/career of some sort for that. Yes I want to do BOTH. Both meanin...

Cleaning...it's never ending. Laundry is the same way. I'm actually multi tasking now as I typed this out. Eating lunch, folding 3 loads of clothes, AND cleaning up. :-/ Oh....and washing dishes as well!!!  Thank goodness that I don't have children right now. Not sure how mother's do it!!! They get an award for being totally awesome at doing what they do best...being a full time homemaker and mother!!!!! How on earth can yall do it all??!

So...the hubs may have a new job soon. Fingers crossed that he get's it. He's already had a couple of interveiw's and they both look promising. Promising to the point where they gave him a tour, talked to him about orders, how he would cook certain things and what side items he'd put with it, and 401k's. Soooo, it really looks promising. I've gotten my hope's extremly high with other job opprotunity's that he's had in the past and those have all fallen through. It seems like mine are high yet again, but I'm trying to keep them down to a minimum. Used to, I'd tell him that I thought it would be nice if he could have a better job so he wouldn't have to worry all the time about money and everything else. Now that we are getting married and starting a life together, it's more like I NEED him to have a better paying job to help bring in more money....he needs a STEADY paycheck. Right now, I have the steady paycheck. I can come home...