Just gotta let go
When I look at my husband, I see the love in his eyes. When I see that, all I want to do is melt into his arms. But it seems like all I can do is look away or attempt to push him away. Why you ask? Well, it's because I have been hurt by men in the past. Hurt to the point that it's hard for me to trust. I trust my husband 110%, don't get me wrong on that. I've let him in this far. I still have a hardened heart so to say. Also, I have "what it's" that keep jumping up (Devil stay away!!). What if I had dated this guy or that guy? What if I had said this or that to them? There have been a million questions as to if I should have dated this guy or that guy. All I can say is I'm glad that I didn't. Glad because I'd have been settling for those guys. Settling just because I wanted a man in my life...a husband to me and father to my future children. My now husband keeps me guessing. Keeps me on my feet. Makes me feel wanted, needed, and loved. ...