Happy Easter!!

I hope that everyone has had a good Easter today.

I've spent mine at work...and I get off at 7:00. Not too bad.

May everyone's day be wonderful!!!

All of this bad stuff

With all that has happened over the last few days, I've started wondering even more.

Wondering about what??

Wondering about whether or not I should actually have kids of my own. I've always wanted kids, but with all of this crap going on lately, I've considered NOT having children. It's been sitting heavy on my heart for several weeks now. Maybe even longer than that. 

I've prayed about it. The answers I keep getting are to have children. Not to bypass having them. You know, if you ask, you shall receive that answers that you are looking for. Sometimes you just have to be quiet (or in a couple of instances, asleep) to receive those answers. 

It's difficult for me. I have always wanted children. Children are truly a blessing from God himself. They are given to you perfect, or in many cases with disabilities, for a reason. 

All I can do is pray and pray some more. I'm not going to defy what God is telling me to do...which is have children. I keep getting the same answer from him about this.....have children. He has the perfect child for me. 

Cleaning....story of my life

Cleaning...it's the story of my life. Hate it but its necessary.

I haven't done that much, so maybe if I turned this tv off I'd get it done huh? Hehehe!!!

Bad thing is is that one of my fave shows is on right now. But the last one ends at 4:30. What's worse cause we have peeps coming over today!!!!! Ahhhhhh!!!!

So yes cleaning sucks. More so when your fave shows are on. Must get it done now tho. The sooner it's done the better I will feel.

Changed my name

Went to the social security office today and officially changed my name. It's now Erin Amanda B.... Not gonna spell out the last name all the way.

I had issues with deciding how to do my name. Erin Amanda c-b; Erin c b; Erin Amanda C.

BUT I went with Erin Amanda B. not bad at all. I'm just gla that I went ahead and did it today. Almost forgot about it too. I did yesterday. Lol!!!!!

So it's done. I'll officially be mrs b tomorrow morning.

My apartment

I HATE it!!!!!!

I have so many things going WRONG with it!!! There are leaks everywhere. My a/c unit keeps freezing up. My tiled tub is jacked up (enter other words there that aren't acceptable). I'm afraid for mold. It smells like an ashtray because of the neighbors right next door and below me...cigarette smoke comes through so easily and my fiancé and I don't smoke!!!!!!

God,
Please help me keep my sanity!!!

Chasing UFOs

Watching CHASING UFOS. I've seen a couple of the episodes.

I like watching stuff like this. Not quite sure why I do except for the fact that it sparks my interest. Interest in the supernatural. Interested in stuff that may or may not be real.

I believe in God. I believe in Jesus. I believe in angels. People are put into our lives for a reason. We see things that tests what we believe. UFOs are such a thing.

Ghosts and other paranormal things are some others. Might make us feel like we are going crazy at times, but all we can do is pray or fall prey into such things.

My day thus far.....

His white uniforms washed and in dryer...CHECK


Dishes in dish washer and being washed...CHECK


Towels washed, dried, folded, put away...CHECK


Load #1 of REGULAR clothes in washer...CHECK


Went to UAB Parking and Transportation...CHECK


I am now in Remote Parking...Lot #1. It's about 2.1 miles away from my apartment. I have a schedule for the bus route. I am also on the waiting list to get back into the 6th ave south parking deck. 


Why am I on the list to get back INTO the 6th ave south parking deck you ask??? That is because they are turning that parking deck into an EMPLOYEE ONLY deck. 


But aren't YOU an employee, Erin? Why yes I am...but I don't have a parking pass to get into the deck. So now there is only ONE public parking deck for guests and visitors that's remotely close to the hospital...that deck is the 4th ave south parking deck. 


How are we going to accommodate ALL of our visitors? Heck if I know!!!!! I know that all of the people that visit the hospital have family members in the hospital. I know that they aren't gonna want to walk BLOCKS just to get to the dang hospital to see said family member(s)!!! Kinda...no REALLY... ridiculous that we are going down to just ONE PUBLIC PARKING DECK for ALL OF OUR VISITORS!!!!!! Really pisses me off. IJS...


But, seeing as how I am a peeon, I have no say in what goes on with the parking decks.  All I can do is sit and scratch my head and wonder. I may be able to ask why, but it won't get me anywhere. I may be able to complain, but that REALLY won't get me anywhere. 


All I can do is hope and pray that I get that magical email from parking and transportation saying that I am back in the 6th ave parking deck.