My life as it stands now

 My life...

Has gotten a hell of a lot better. Yes I have a boyfriend named Josh. We have been together going on a year. 

Doesn't feel like it's been that long, tho.

I bet you are asking why. Why it doesn't seem to be that long. 

He treats me right. Doesn't put me down. Defends me. Loves me. Makes sure I am fed, showered, clothed, etc. He listens to me. He keeps his calm at all times. He makes me feel so very safe. I feel heard, wanted, loved, and seen. 

I'm finally feeling like I don't have to hide myself. I am finally happy with life. 

Just wanted to give everyone an update. 

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